January 25, 2008
Mentally Exhausted
I am okay physically (for the most part I think) but I am so argumentative and willing to fight over nothing. And being this way with M (and I am doing it in my head towards certian clients...) more than anyone else. I'm actually quite pleasent towards my coworkers (or so I believe). I just want to argue and rebel! It's been within the last couple of weeks. I am not usually like this. Things I usually don't mind are bothering me immensely. I do realize I am being unreasonable but I just cannot stop! Being this way towards M has worn me out. Sometimes I feel like I want to kill him! But then I just love him so much I can't stand it. Mood swings...I was going through blogs I read sometimes and came across one I haven't read in a while, Spoiled and Moody. That explains the way I feel right now. The girls at work have been talking about *BABY* stuff. Baby is a bad word in my house right now. Baby, pregnant, children...all that applies. M isn't keen on it right now, and I shouldn't be either. "Two years" I keep telling myself. "That isn't that long. I can do that." No problem, but it's always there, in the back of me mind. I know my parents don't want that! I'm sure my roommate doesn't either, especially since he just moved in! I feel a little better, but I don't believe I've gotten it all out. However, I cannot just leave you high and dry! I must give you something if you made it though all my bitching and moaning! Enjoy a pic of the babies sitting together!
Oh, I suppose you should also enjoy a picture of how I like to keep my hair now.
And here is one of just my roommate's dog. He is quite a trip.
