I'm not sure how crazy I am about different ways of having sex as I am of having sex in memorable places (making love)
"its that punchcard symphony playing in my head that hastens me to bed.."
Goodnight, sleep tight and sweet dreams..
I swear I have met the worlds most aggravating person ever!!!!!!
choosing life
Soo yeah how far ahead should I be thinking?
How much living can be had in one moment, and how much giving can replace that moment's breath?
(none or all, equaling both..)
I'm at the point now where my cup overflows with the next drop..
Though life seems to be coming at me in waterfalls.
ok yeah so ive been thinking
hmm
if beauty is in the eye of the beholder..dont blink. XD
oh man I just can't help it! mort de rire!
so neways yeah..
To bend with the winds of change, not to break.
My mom was quite in the ornery mood today when I told her to take a break from vacuuming. I couldn't quite understand when she got all pissy at me saying "well its not like anyone else will do it so i have to" yeah..
she didn't ask!
I tell her not to work too hard.
So I'm in the process of leaving 5 minutes later, and I pass my dad out working on the car. He also was in a foul mood, questioning where I was going and "to come back" whenever I have the time..
When I'm thinking, I've been here all day, busying myself..just as he was busying himself in the garage.
I dunno I guess it was just their way of taking out the stress of having to work.
I told him not to work too hard.

Though I dunno.. Iron Chef ftw. Culinary adventures are fun and nutritious!
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Well,
here I am again back at square one.
The events of the past couple of days have really opened my mind and led me to re-evaluate my priorities.
A year has passed since I devoted myself to a purpose. I am now at a cross road, wondering which direction to go next.
I hope you all have a happy thanksgiving. I love you all.
<3
At times, we've all wanted to crawl under a rock and hide away from the world. We may have preferred to be invisible rather than let other people see us or notice that we exist. This desire not to be seen often happens when we are feeling very hurt, angry, or simply weary of the world. And while we may console ourselves with the defense that we are shy, an introvert, or a loner, we may actually be hiding.
When we hide and make believe that we are invisible, we can think that we no one sees us even though, truthfully, we are only really hiding from ourselves.
Deeper than the deepest Cousteau would ever go.
Higher than the heights of what we often think we know.
Blessed she who clearly sees the wood for the trees.
To obtain a 'birds eye' is to turn a blizzard to a breeze.
..to believe in the good in man.
..to believe in the good in man.
My intelligence is my own (expanding) limitation.
I am so turned off if a person is not as intelligent as I am. Granted, intelligence takes many forms..so this knowledge comes hopefully and is revealed only on experience.

How can u just leave me standing?
Alone in a world so cold? (world so cold)
Maybe I’m just 2 demanding
Maybe I’m just like my father 2 bold
Maybe you’re just like my mother
She’s never satisfied (she’s never satisfied)
Why do we scream at each other
This is what it sounds like
When doves cry
"And when I see you, I really see you upside down. But my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around..."
"Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again."
"I havent felt the way i feel today in so long its hard for me to specify"
"Because the good boys never get noticed"...
I was taught that..
eating correctly at the table shows a lot about a person
eating together brings people closer
burping is not polite (unless a group of guys is having a burping contes, even then its still impolite for women to burp)
it is impolite to invite yourself over
..to let the phone ring more than 4 times
..to drink out of the carton
..to sit on someone's bed without permission
..to snoop through other people's things
..to interrupt when someone is speaking (although i have problems with this one :X)
I was taught that leaving a party without saying goodbye is not necessarily rude.
that hanging up without saying goodbye is not necessarily rude.
I was taught to never gossip
..that good exercise is good for your health and that you should find someone who enjoys being as active as you are.
..that one of the most romantic things is reading aloud
..that a quiet voice is a respectful voice
..that keeping your body healthy is out of respect for yourself and others.
..that staying amongst people is the least selfish
but that being alone is needed sometimes.
..to not say anything at all if you can't say something nice or pleasant
..that every person has basic human rights
..that writing letters is an act of courtesy and respect
..that it doesnt matter if you are republican or otherwise, as long as logic is prevalent.
..that fixing one's hair and caring about the way one dresses shows respect for yourself and others.
..that moderation is ok in moderation.
I was taught to treat others how u want to be treated
..that cursing at parents/family/those you respect is uncalled for and impolite and should only be used in an extremely comfortable environment.
..I was always taught to knock.
..that it is better to ask and make sure than to not ask and screw it up
..that friends don't open car doors for other friends for the sake of politeness. (but store/restaurant doors yes)
..to be respectful of other people's work.
..to make observations and be as helpful as I can with my mind first
..to do as i'm told unless there is a good reason not to.
..to wait quietly in line
..to stand up straight
..that its rude to touch, stare at or talk excessively about other people's food.
..that its rude to play with ur food (in a formal dinner)
..that waitresses do not pick up your glass from the table, they refill it where it sits.
..you must ask to be excused from the table.
..
OMG you know that feeling that you had when you were like 14 and you had like the biggest crush in the whole world?? you get all jittery inside like your toes were made out of light and everytime you saw him(her) you felt like you were going to explode or melt away or die instantly if he (she) looked at you?!?! What's more is even when you aren't pondering how not to act awkwardly and or planning the next thing to say or do (even though all these plans fly out the window when you see them again) is that you can't possibly believe that there is someone on the world that actually exists like that?! And no matter how hard you try you really cant seem to understand how in the world YOU were even graced to set your eyes upon them, much less actually talk and have them a part of your daily world. o.o
And everytime you try to make up for your faults or hide one of your flaws you hope and pray deep down inside that it will be enough to quite possibly make you both happy?! The only difference between now and when I was fourteen is that nearly a decade later I have learned to live in lifetimes as well as seconds.
heartbeats as well as skipped beats
pauses as well as goodbyes
so that even if the words of a hello i actually intended to say leaves my lips..
~
easy come easy go and i feel as though i am walking backwards.
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only a little bit more to go for me, for I am the sculptor for my temple. I say this to reinforce my belief in myself.

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Ask for Caleb and tell him u talked to Sarah :)