owch

hmm
heh
wow.
Even after becoming totally infatuated with a complete hottie
who completely rocks my world..and i hope continues to do so but only time will tell..
I find myself walking down the road of resignation to my ex-crush's feelings
and am surprised when I find a twinge of pain? longing? when giving my this recent crush's current girlfriend the same advice i gave myself, learned through the pain, frustration, elation and sadness of a year's indulgence. >.<