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What is the best way to get over a crush?
I am so..halved. I feel like someone or something is missing out of my life, and the only thing I can think of one thing to fix this.
So why is it that love only comes when you least expect it? It it always such an unwieldy a thing?? I can't control who I care for (I care for many..all of my friends) and I can't control how much I care for those I care for!

Its so aggravating waking up everymorning and the first thing I think of is "I bet everyone will love them as a couple. I know they'll have beautiful children.. the world will be at their feet."
I want to have a beautiful husband.. and beautiful children too.
I wish so desprately to be a part of a beautiful couple.. beautiful inside as well as outside. Someone I can count on to go on adventures with! like camping, hiking, bonnaroo, friday night drinking. Someone who will always be your dance partner. No matter what.
I know I said friends first
But how can I remain friends if friendly information just tears pieces of my heart away and causes me painful thoughts..ones that I know I must eventually come to terms with.

Its depressing looking at all the different people..
I feel so lost in the crowd.
I feel so lost in my own friend's haven. I hate going over there now.

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